listened to jazz took my jeep to a carwash finally threw away the birthday flowers I dried to preserve checked my bank account laid on my couch staring upward for an undetermined amount of time dusted off the blades of my ceiling fan listen to HRC's new book while washing dishes and cried cleaned out my kitchen cupboards returned all the dog stuff I'd hastily bought at Target last week listened to HRC's new book while scrubbing my shower and cried watered my barely-surviving plants felt blue realized, while showering at 4pm, that I hadn't spoken to another person all day sent some emails dusted off my mandolin, tried to remember any of the three chords I once knew, returned it to its case felt inspired wrote this blog entry